An Ex-popular Guy Can’t Get Love Down His Throat

Until that one moment, my life was spectacular. I was surrounded by many friends and even thought their smiles had some trust in them, so much as a sliver. However, none had faith in me. Not them, not my teacher, not even my girlfriend. They all refused to listen. I’ve then learned that “mutual trust” is nothing but fiction. The sad reality of their pretend friendships overwhelmed me, and since then, I haven’t been able to build proper human connections. So, please, just leave me alone… Don’t talk to me anymore… There’s no soil for trust to bloom between us, people whose eyes can’t see beneath the surface.