I Give Up on the BL Novel’s Male Leads

I had possessed the body of the pretty bottom in a 19+ BL novel. “I like you.” Where the male lead turned villainous, threatening to bring about the end of the world. A hopeless place. “I’m serious.” To prevent him from going mad, I tried to differ from the original story. In the original story, his craziness stemmed from the pretty bottom’s complete disregard for him. So, I confessed first. Expecting to be rejected. “I have someone else I like.” “Yeah, I know.” In the original story, his confession was brutally trampled upon by me, leading to him turning into a villain. “I’m a guy too. And so are you.” “I know that. I just wanted to say it.” I was relieved knowing he would reject me. “Can we still be friends?” He frowned and then sighed before answering. “Huh.” I smiled wistfully in relief. Because I was turned down. “This is my fiance.” “What do you mean engagement between men?” When he questioned me in confusion, I cheerfully responded. “Actually, I’m a woman.” I assumed it would be okay since he had rejected me countless times before. “What?” The moment I saw the surprise in his eyes, I realized something was terribly wrong. The vivid madness flickering in his gaze was something I had never seen before.