Not Allowed to Leak a Single Drop

I knew the first time I saw you. I want to ruin you, I want to dirty your body. I want you to stay with me for the rest of your life. Only such a deep clamoring dark desire can be called love. The so-called wishing you happiness and wishing you find your lover are all bullshit. I just want to possess you this entire life, I’m even jealous of the rain that falls on you.